I love my job. I have always loved teaching - the planning, the implementation, the constant monitoring and changing - it's dynamic and interesting and purposeful. My first three years were a mix of treading water, surviving trauma, and balancing the extreme lows with the extreme highs. There was such a steep learning curve. I had no idea what I was getting into...and I never would have made it without the amazing, life-changing folks who showed up there everyday to fight the good fight. Those years were so influential, absolutely molding the teacher I am today.
The last two years, working at an elementary school, were challenging in their own right. I definitely grew in my understanding of how kids change from the early years of school to the middle grades. I laughed every day and I loved seeing the itty-bitty ones whose backpacks swallowed them up at the end of the day, wound so tight from being in class that they literally burst out of the doors. The energy was contagious and I loved being there. But, I always felt like a witness, a bystander - never really fitting into the equation...like I just
worked there.
Now that I am back in middle school, my heart is happy and I feel settled. I know this age makes some people cringe, but I l-o-v-e it. It's hard to put into words the crazy/funny/awkward/absolutely-full-of-life world I experience everyday. Fantastic. Invigorating.
Exhausting. But everyday if feels worth it (sometimes it's just a little glimmer of purpose, but it's there).
And just yesterday I had one of those moments where, as a teacher, you raise your hands to the heavens and say, "Hallelujah! They GOT it!" Six of my students from last year attend my new school. They all have the same teacher for seventh grade language arts, and yesterday I was at a training with their teacher. We were talking about instructional strategies and such, and she turned to me and asked, "What is 'The Whole Enchilada?' The kids keep saying this when I'm talking about summary." YES, YES, YES! They listened
and remembered! I explained that when we're sorting out the difference between main idea and summary, we use hand motions and catch phrases...for main idea, we draw a little heart in the air with our hands and call it the heart of the story, or what it's mostly about. For summary, we spread our arms wide and call it the whole enchilada, beginning, middle and end. (It's important to note that these ideas came from my amazing mentor back in my first years of teaching...Sara B., you're the best!) The joy I felt when hearing that my students are using these terms and movements was almost embarrassing! When it works, it works. And it feels
so good!
Just needed to share/document...for posterity and pick-me-ups!